The Dream by Salvador Dali
Ever since I entered menopause, I have been having the weirdest dreams. Vivid, colourful and disturbing dreams. Apparently this is a normal symptom of menopause along with insomnia, hot flashes, memory loss, loss of sex drive, night sweats, vaginal dryness, irregular periods, memory loss, mood swings, depression, irritability, fatigue, hair loss, growing of facial hair, incontinence, bloating, memory loss, brittle nails, breast pain, joint pain, headaches, itchy skin, tingling extremities and memory loss among others. Oh yes, menopause is a wondrous time of life. I am going through this next phase of life naturally, as generations of women before me have. Going with the lack of flow, as it were. I’m one of the lucky ones, my most disturbing symptoms are the weird dreams, insomnia (which has finally passed after two years), the occasional hot flash (which also seems to have passed) and memory loss. The memory loss is the most frustrating if only because I have always prided myself on my great memory and tremendous vocabulary, and now I continually find myself grasping for words that would once come trippingly off my tongue. It is for this reason that I have been calling this stage of my life MENTAL PAUSE.
Getting back to the weird dreams. Last night I had a doozy. I dreamed that I had fallen asleep and woke up to find that my face had been tattooed. Not just a small, cute tattoo either. A large rectangular tattoo the size of a tarot card starting at my left cheekbone and ending just below my jawline. The image was of skin being pulled off my face, to reveal a beating red heart (the organ, not the Valentine’s Day shape). Yes the heart was animated and beating. I was in a warehouse and I wandered around looking for someone, anyone who could explain what had happened. There was no one around, but there were mirrors everywhere I looked, so I couldn’t help but look at this thing on my face. It was then that I woke up and tried to shake the image from my mind to no avail.
If anyone knows anything about dream analysis, I would be very interested on your input. If you are also a menopausal woman who has weird dreams and want to share one of yours, please feel free to do so. For now I’m chalking it up to hormones and will try to go on about my day as usual.
4 thoughts on “Dream a little dream”
I’d say that dream was an extension of the concept of wearing your heart on your sleeve. I think it expresses a fear that your innermost emotional secrets and turmoil may be more obvious to people around you than you would like if you were in total control. I think the warehouse is your inner self, the person you can’t escape from. Maybe it is a warning not to internalize too much, but rather to let go, accept yourself more fully and trust that others will accept you as you are.
That’s an interesting take. After quite a bit of analyzing, my Mom and I figured it was due to my preaching so much about aging gracefully, but having a hard time practicing what I’m preaching. Might be a bit of both, or it might just be crazy menopausal hormone surges.
You heard about the person who had stars tattooed on one side of her face? I think it looks pretty good. A little tamer than the one you imagined.
Just a little tamer 😉