I would be

If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?

Just one day?  I would be me, disability and all because even spending one minute without my paralysis would be so depressing. When that minute ended, it would put me over the edge.

As good as I am with accepting my situation, I still crave the freedom and independence of mobility so very much. I can’t even allow myself to fantasize about having it ,or I’d be a raw nerve.